i think i'm getting slower...and slooowweeeerr at getting ready to leave the house
i use to be super fast. like, i can leave in 15 minutes
now i take like 2 hours..it's kind of bad because i end up being "just in time" for class.
small things like being 1 minute late for class can really bother me.

so anyway, on wednesday? i think..the weather was REALLY bad, so i had to stand in the bus for 1 hour, i fell asleep standing up! (yay me) so while i was still awake, i was watching people get on and off the bus. there was a guy who was running to catch the bus, the driver waited a bit (soo nice), when the guy got on, he was breathing and panting from all the running...
he said, "thank you sir."
driver: "i'm not a SIR" (she sounded kind of pissed)
man: "um..oh...sorry...m'am"
(honestly, i thought she was a man too when i got on the bus)
some people stared at the guy. i thought "ooh buuurrn" and started smiling and smirking and looked around to see if anybody was with me...okay to sidetrack a little, i find people in public transportations really dull and lifeless. when you get on the bus, people stare at you for a bit, and resume to their own things i.e. sleep, look down at their thighs, look out the windows, stare into blank space, read their books/newspaper/textbooks, listen to music. they're all so. un.friendly. okay. so yeah back to my looking around. nobody looked back and they were just really quiet and ugh, nothing. but then i looked across and saw a woman in her 40s (i think) we looked at each other and started smiling, we both grinned and silently chuckled. it was so sweet. totally made my day.
i think i smile at people a lot too, but i dont like exposing my weird crooked teeth to people, so i just smile with my mouth closed, which also exposes my massive underbite.
oh well, bite me.

um...bottomline: SMILE at people, it can really make their day

p.s. i looooooooove my new bg music