sometimes i like to read my old blog posts...
and when i do..i realize that i'm really quite funny, i know i'm not in the slightest bit modest...but i do make myself laugh.
oh ha ha ha
i'm too funny.
when tim said my humor has "downgraded"
maybe it's true

but i do manage to laugh at myself
from time to time

oh hoh oh oho


these past couple of weeks have been really tough on me emotionally. i was moping around and was like a walking zombie without any motivations or emtions. I must say, life as a graduated student is quite....difficult.
i was really depressed.

i was lost. and i still am.

however the difference is i feel i've reconciled with God and he has really lifted this heavy burden off my chest.

will continue later because it's late...but God has reminded me of how impatient and faithless i am. i'm so "desperate" in so many ways...wiating is so difficult...waiting...and...striving...

k i'm falling asleep i'll update it again soon