i feel so disgusting
sometimes i feel like i have to stand strong and "happy" because that's just the way other people see me as
i dont want to admit that i'm weak
but i am. and right now...i feel like i'm going to break down any moment
what the hack is wrong with me
i need to turn my eyes to Jesus
18 comments:
gendi ... its totally normal to feel weak.. everybody is weak.. and you kno wut? feeling weak is not necessarily a bad thing.. it helps us to realize what the thing in our lives that we need to work on are.. don't ever feel ashamed to admit that you are weak.. there are lots of ppl around you who will do anything they can to help you get through things :)
gendi ... its totally normal to feel weak.. everybody is weak.. and you kno wut? feeling weak is not necessarily a bad thing.. it helps us to realize what the thing in our lives that we need to work on are.. don't ever feel ashamed to admit that you are weak.. there are lots of ppl around you who will do anything they can to help you get through things :)
aaah sorrie.. theres something wrong with the comment thing.. it keeps on publishing the same thing.. aaah sorrie gendi!
feeling like you can't show how you really feel is like one of satan's greatest lies m'dear! and f'sure, it's something we all struggle with.
GENDI does not = happy all the time, silly, outgoing, fashionable, or funny.
GENDI to us = the sister we know and love because of ALL of her, good and bad. and ultimately there's Jesus, who's chosen YOU to be his "bride," for better or for worse, in health and in sickness, in life and in death.
miss ya gendi.. u take care okay? we're thinking of you ovah herrrrree..
"The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." (1 Sam 16:7)
My dear Gendi, it's so easy to get caught up in thinking "I should be more this" or "I'm too much of that". I struggle with it too. But remember that, the Lord cares more about the reasons behind the things you do rather than what are the things that you do. He wants your heart right before Him, not the appearance of someone whose heart is right before Him. And just because your heart is right before Him doesn't mean that you're always "happy" or "strong", for
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth" (Matt 5:3-5).
"those who are judged undesirable by everyone else, are infinitely desirable to God." and that INCLUDES yourself.
be strong my friend. only because the one you draw strength from is strongest.
You don't really need to be a certain way just because that's what you think other people perceive you as. Everybody is multi faceted - although frankly mopey or cranky are not really words that would be associated with you usually, feel free to be mopey and cranky. Just know what is causing the mopeyness and crankiness and how you can climb out of it.
I'll see you tomorrow, honey baby poo?
"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. [2 Cor 12: 9-10]
a string on its own is weak and fragile...but a cord of three strands is hard to break. tho you are weak alone, remember that you are never alone on this journey. =) we are all weak, but as long as we're weak together but we band together in Christ...we can be strong! So being weak is cool so you can be weaklings with other weaklings...yups...makes sense? =D
I don't have bible quotes or life theories to comfort you with.
But I know I love you, and feeling disgusting is cool. I feel disgusting all the time! YAY!
I don't think that helped.
But I do love you.
oh geez sam.. you stole the bible verse that i was gonna use. such a loser.
JUST KIDDING!
my dear... it's ok to feel weak. through our weaknesses... that's how vulnerability kicks in and true transparency comes in play. like what the verse says.. "For when i am weak, then i am strong." you are sooo strong gen. strong enough to ADMIT to your weakness. not a lot of ppl can do that.
remember.. it's through HIM that WE are strong. =)
love you gendi boobooooooooooooooooooooo. hehehe.
and just look how many people love you.
and i love you too! :) i wish i had verses up too but they all took them and gosh, you have so many friends to turn to when you do feel weak. it's always good to have those and you do. talk to them, share with them, pray with them... miss you gen!
and i love you too! :) i wish i had verses up too but they all took them and gosh, you have so many friends to turn to when you do feel weak. it's always good to have those and you do. talk to them, share with them, pray with them... miss you gen!
praying for you here in london m'dear!
miss you gendi!
praying for you here in london m'dear!
miss you gendi!
sindy: i know you're someone who will be there when i need somebody :) thanks sindy
rachel: love u :) thank you so much with your encouragements
garway: thankss we ALL miss ya "ovah" hereeeeee toooooo :)
serly: i agree, and i really need to able to come broken to the Lord in order for him to show me even greater things, i can't let little things boggle me down. thanks for your verses serly, love you :)
tum: yes, "my friend", truly he is the strongest one and i should not turn to anything else other than Him to give me strength, thanks
b: thank you honey baby poo..poo....yeah....HAHA :)
m.o.m: it's true, so do you want to be a weakling with me? hehe, thanks m.o.m.ma!
rox: i guess we both feel disgusting together! YAY! let's go puke now hehe, just kidding. looove u roxxy
abby: i think this is another step for me to grow even stronger in the Lord, i need to broken before him once again , thanks booboo love u
b (again): yeah i know, i'm so blessed to have supportive friends like you guys heheheh
mel: yeah i wish you were here so i can talk to you...:( remember when we use to talk in the car for a loooooong time? miss u so muchh hope to see u soon luv u melly :)
kay: oh kay, my bag and hoodie buddy, i miss youuu, thanks so much and i really really really really need to see you soooooon! you take care okay? thanks :) luv u
^^ that's me, gendi "dik dik" lam
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