Wednesday, August 04, 2004

. i wonder if i leave an impression to other people as an "open book"
because quite frankly, i talk a lot but i actually don't spill out deep thoughts

. this year's birthday passed by kind of...unknowingly
i guess it was because i was in the car for half the day and nobody really said anything to me in person...many forgot, but i don't blame them because i'm a total loser of remembering important dates and all

. Today i managed to read through quite some articles online...more productive than checking out uesless entertainment news:
http://www.womenswallstreet.com/WWS/article_landing.aspx?titleid=1&articleid=711
this is an article regarding...fear of terrorism
to be honest if i was boarded on a plane in that situation, i'd freak out and question the system too

http://www.tabloidcolumn.com/lori-hacking.html
poor lori hacking

i also managed to browse a site with the most disgusting picture i think i can ever manage to see
*before you go to site...take caution that it IS REALLY gross and narsty and you might not be able to eat for a while*
http://www.tubgirl.com


. i think the biggest lesson i have to learn this summer is to be content...content for what i have, what i am, what i am created as..learning to appreciate God, myself, family, friends
i complain to much, i ask "why" too much... like "why am i so u***?"
if there's nothing i can change about it, i might as well work around it and better myself in other areas, like **lp**g others (i'm having fun with the st*rs...nothing secretive about it, just feel like using 'dem astericks)
or asking other questions...like "what can i do to better myself"
it's all about positive thinking, yo.


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

omg.. i can't believe you posted the link to tubgirl.. haha... i think i will open all links that you send me with caution.. and with an empty stomach.. so i don't feel like vomitting after seeing what's on those websites. hehehehe. and it took me like.. 5 mins to finally realise what **lp**g is.. hhahahaha.. for a moment i thought it was the word "gulping" hahaha.. i dunno why... o wellz.

and after reading that terrorism on the plane article... i feel so lucky that my flights to and from shanghai had mostly ghetto chinese ppl that had a problem trying to get into and using the washrooms on the plane. hehe.

erics* said...

hey gendi!
wow, i didn't know you had a blog! i was doing my usual rounds of blogging, and found 'gendi' on someone's links. i knew it was you, cause i mean.. c'mon, how many "gendi's" are there?

i hope you don't mind, but i'll be keeping tabs on your blog, since i am an avid blogger user and reader!

keep the thoughts a-coming! good stuff.

-erica iris

oh, and btw, i think you need to give BIGGER warnings on how rated that narsty tub-girl is!! blegh! i didn't even have to open it. i friend showed me that link a while back during study session at the library. i screamed so loud when he showed me. *shudder*

pegz said...

"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances, I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength" (The apostle Paul) -Philippians 4:11-13

Hey gen, don't let life's journey frustrate you. Gotta be patient and see what tomorrow brings you =) Remember this: God is in control, so let Him take the driver seat =)