o the frustration

1. I really need to stop being so....bad
well, not "bad" perse

Alright, there's this girl that i really dislike at work..b/c she's just plain mean to me, and i find that many people don't like her as well...yet there is also a bunch that really likes her...which i find it kind of extreme.
She's the type that is really "nice"..like...fake, to be honest..and if she doesn't like you, she just...doesn't show her niceness to you
she flirts with guys and says all these lame things to attract them
and her "tricks" works...b/c apparently a lot of guys liked her last year

alrighty..thing is, she's so mean to me, she always picks on me and yells at me, and when i try to be nice and say hi or start a conversation with her, she ignorse me..
jeez

So this past weekend many people have been talking sh*t with me behind her back, well..i was just kind of agreeing and not talking much but by doing that i find myself being "part" of a gang that's talking behind her back..of which i shouldn't be doing...coz i dont want our relationship (if it even exist) to keep on crumbling...

but darn, i really dont know what to say to her..she just answers me with straight one-word answers when i try to talk to her..and...i smile to her, but she looks away
i dont know what to do...she's so mean

2. today i went to the supermarket with my bro to buy snacks..for him...haha, anyway we walked past the snack aisle and i saw "fa sung so" (those peanut stuff..SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good)
i told him i really wanted it, but he looked at the price and walked away..and i was like "meh" coz i wanted to eat it but...i knew i really shouldn't..so we just went to pay for the stuff, and then i kept on saying "i want fa sung so..fa sung so..FASHION SHOW, i want FASHION SHOW..HA HA HA...ha..ha...hahaha...ha..." lame joke eh?